While for most of five decades I conceived those years as “trying to catch up with time”, with history,,… the realities to confront I find are rather more the mind and conditions of society and mankind; in other words, rather more social psychology than history. Unless History understood in the grandest sense*.
*as in my neologism: anthropography.
https://stephenwolfontheology.blogspot.com/2014/01/the-anthropography-of-man.html?m=1